I do believe in psychics. Even as a Christian, I do acknowledge the mystical realm of life. I mean, where do they get their powers from? Definitely not from the demon, but from God. ( this is my opinion, okay ). Psychics are far from what the norm has perceived to ask scary people that bring forth bad news and dread to its clients - rather, psychics , I see, are enlightened people that help other people with their journey in life, perhaps give them a nudge on the right direction, and so forth. I’ve never come across a 100% accurate psychic, it’s because life is made up of 50% destiny and 50% chance. We can always change the course of our lives , even with a single movement or a stray thought.

Well, I admit that I seek gratification from psychic readers. No, I’m not totally addicted to fortune telling, but once in a while, I do love to have my fortune told and see what’s in store for me. There are intuitive psychics such as tarot readers ( in which I am also one ) , and there are more exact ones, like the astrologers and numerologists.

For one, almost all of them have been telling me to watch out my nerves. Argh. My vibes are definitely strong enough that they could feel it! My mom should have named me Stressy instead of Sophie! ( eew, corny , Stressy? ), and that I need some rest. True. I’ve got a lot of things in my head right now that I’m cramming, cramming, and cramming. My brain’s too full that just like a PC, it can shut down any moment. When the ber months come, work is thrice the usual, and the usual’s already tiring enough! But I am decided on conquering stress and focusing on the Holidays , and my planned trips next summer, that would make me work harder! Yipeee!

Another one that two psychics have nailed, or rather what I found weird that they had the same advice, was that I need to start journaling, as in the midst of stress, it clears the mind, rests the soul, and gives me more focus. Great. I have been blogging in my niche blogs everyday , and I have neglected to mind my personal blog. It’s like minding my career over everything. Not that I don’t love my career. What I do right now is gratifying , and gives me just what I need, but there are times that I feel that I have totally neglected my social life, and sometimes, I just break down, and feel the need of “friend air.” Oh, how I miss my friends immensely. Good thing that M is back from Canada. I miss D and K as well , who are trying their luck in Singapore. For my selfish reasons, I want them home , home, home! But selfless me tells them to spread their wings and show Singapore that Filipino-Chinese are hot babes ( oops I mean, corporate hotties! smart, talented, and sexy! hahaha! ).

Anyway, going back, I should be getting back to journalling. As I end this entry, I really do feel my mind clear up a bit. Oh gosh - this is therapeutic!

I WILL be back tomorrow! Haha!