If life were a dream, everyone who has worked so hard for something would’ve gotten the good fortune that they deserved.

Diligent students spend sleepless nights, giving all their hearts and minds, and are sure to ace the oral exam the day after.

Employees who work with all their passion and perseverance all get promotions and live a better life.

Girls who want their men, just give them enough attention, and show them that they’d care, and it’s a sure shot reciprocity of love.

Guys who want their ladyloves just camp out of their houses everyday and it’s a marriage waiting to happen.

Happy endings are earned by those who pray every night, do good to humanity, and be obedient sons and daughters, or good students.

Simply put, if everything in this life works like that - getting whatever you deserve, it would just be fantastic.

Except that this world is swarmed with error and disturbance terms.

There are things called politics, your-professor-just-wants-to-see-you-cry, people who just hold back your good destiny because they hate your guts, and there are guys who discriminate girls as if they have all the power in the world to choose, and there are girls who have such fickle minds that they make you suffer because of their inability to decide, or rationally know what’s right for them.

Everything’s unfair. Everything’s just the way they should be. The way they should be is just somewhat frustrating, but then, it is simply the way they should be.

Because I give up. I’m tired. I don’t like it anymore.

I’m tired of going against the wave.

I have decided, from now on, to let myself just go with the flow.

Just let the waves take me wherever they want me to be.

With eyes closed. Uncaring. Defeated.

I don’t care anymore.