Just a few seconds ago, I was staring in disbelief as I read a very, very long love letter.

It was full of emotions - a mix of sadness, longing, and subtle pleas. It professed love in the most courageous way that I could never have said that to anyone.

It made me very very sad, because it was an open-ended love letter, some courageous risk, that one was willing to take one last time, before things would be for the best.

I was definitely more surprised as I realized that I wrote it.

Could it be possible that my heart has thawed from its icy splendor? I’ve been comfortable in the cold for so long, I’ve ignored its state, and I guess I threw it away in a dungeon that I never bothered to check on it again. When I check on it again, could it be that it’s already warm, beating, and very much alive?
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I’ve always thought that I was never alone. Despite not being romantically attached, I am blessed enough to be in the company of my wonderful family, and my wonderful friends that love me, and are always there by my side to take care of me, and to make me feel like the luckiest human being in this planet.

I tried something this week that in a sense, will let me be alone. How does it feel to be truly alone?

I locked myself in my own room, working alone, unwinding alone, and sleeping alone.

What do I feel?
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