There are some things that when you haven’t felt, touched, or tasted for a long time, you forget how it feels experiencing it, to the point that it becomes strangers to your eyes, or worse, to your senses.

I might think that my long forgotten delight is well, chocolate. With my anamnesis, I remember that chocolate as a warm, rich, sweet delight that goes straight to one’s heart and soul. It is not only a delicious treat, it also releases endorphins that makes your lips twitch with happiness. I remember smiling because of chocolate.

And I wonder, what took me so long to look for it again?

I was just so busy, living my days on a diet, shunning myself from sweets. I learned to live without chocolate because I was better off without it. I once loved chocolate so much that it drove me to gain weight. With my unhappiness, I decided to get it out of my life. Read the rest of this entry »

It was one night when the power went out.

I was about to be dismayed when I felt the comfort of the dark, and the longer the dark stayed with me, the more cozy I felt as I have heard the sound of silence caressing my soul and reminding me of the old days, when the computer, electric bulbs, and air conditioners were not even in man’s wildest dreams.

A feeling of nostalgia. What would I be doing in my past life, during this hour of the night, when the candles are unlit , the surroundings are all quiet, and all I could hear are the wild beats of my heart?

I reached for a pen and started writing. Oh, the darkness became not only my friend but also my muse. I was filled with inspiration as I wrote poetic words as if I’ve been writing them for a long time already.
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In this world
We are simply colors black and white
Our existence fleeting
We are living
A story that is not real to some
Nothing would ever matter
When our lips touch
As our time comes
We meld into nothingness
We burn the lights out
As we have each other
No one sees us anymore.

I just read this on my drafts. Gosh, did I really write this? I have so much kept emotions! Hahaha! But really, I am not brokenhearted. ( or am I ? I’m even too busy to have a heart! Haha! )

Nothing beats the feeling of getting giddy when you accept to yourself that you are liking someone for the first time.

Butterflies in one’s stomach, the sugar high, and all those blushes whenever that special someone is within close proximity.

When the person is more perfect that you have imagined, it allthemore becomes more painful, and harder to let go of. You form an illusion, that perhaps, he is the dream that you have been waiting for. Read the rest of this entry »

I’m reposting this from my old abode, that I choose to leave behind permanently. If I don’t, I think that I will be forever entrapped in a world of …

Do you know the feeling wherein you see someone for the first time, and your eyes just lay fixed on their presence, mesmerized, unable to think right? That perfect moment, that perfect place, that adds up to the beats of your heart, until it beats so fast that the it deafens you to the music of the place, and its sounds lay fixed on your soul. The noisy crowds and dance music just fade away, and all that’s left is the breeze of the sea, and you two.
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