If life were a dream, everyone who has worked so hard for something would’ve gotten the good fortune that they deserved.

Diligent students spend sleepless nights, giving all their hearts and minds, and are sure to ace the oral exam the day after.

Employees who work with all their passion and perseverance all get promotions and live a better life.

Girls who want their men, just give them enough attention, and show them that they’d care, and it’s a sure shot reciprocity of love.

Guys who want their ladyloves just camp out of their houses everyday and it’s a marriage waiting to happen.

Happy endings are earned by those who pray every night, do good to humanity, and be obedient sons and daughters, or good students.

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Channeling some emotions….

“…and I’d give up forever to touch you, and I know that you’d feel me somehow. You’re the closest to heaven that I’ve ever been and I don’t want to go home right now.”

I don’t care if this will bring me so much pain.

I know what I’m doing. I know what I want.

I just want to be with you.

Do you sometimes wonder where obsession will lead to?

Do you sometimes wonder how obsession develops?

Would you feel sorry for someone who is intoxicated, helplessly by obsession?

And most importantly, what if the obsessed person was you?

Chained to fixed thoughts. Day by day. Invading dreams. Disturbing the senses.

Commanding the soul to stay.

Clipping the wings.

Unable to fly.

If you get next to me and help me find simplicity
then you could be the one to take me,
to break me and find my soul

Could you be the one to release me? (oh release me)
waiting for your love
oh to free me, so release me

Release Me ( by Mae, Gossip Girl OST )

I have just noticed that some people, have absolutely no idea, on how their simplest actions affect some people, specially those who have yearned for attention from them for the longest time.

A single hello brightens someone’s day, a thoughtless touch troubles the mind, and every word spoken is memorized and well documented into someone’s heart. A single action can affect someone so much. Even a careless action can send someone to cloud nine for a walk in the clouds.

But on the other hand, a single absence of action, or word, can cause the deepest pain on someone. Even unintentionally ignoring someone may pierce a wound in someone’s well-kept, fragile heart.
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Let go of the past. Look forward to the bright, bright future.

But never forget wonderful memories, and be thankful that life has brought you somehow to where you are right now.

Life is a wonderful journey to take, specially when you do it together with the people you love.

Goodbye, pleasant past. I shall always have you in my heart. Hello, fantastic future. You are most welcome to fill my heart with all the love you can give

Endless warmth. Turquoise seas. White, powdery, soothing sand. Seductive sunsets. Perfect escape.

I close my eyes, and I’m in paradise.

My body lets go, and surrenders to my haven.

My soul rejoices as it reaches home.

All year round this is all I live for.

For every sleepless night, for every tired muscle, I only think of getting there as I willfully let time pass and let it bruise my body. Once I reach my destination, I will lie down on the sand, close my eyes, and feel my body resurrect from its death.

I would spread my wings, fly like an angel, and feel freedom at its peak.
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Way back in college, I’ve always loved all my literature subjects. That explains while up to now, I still could not forget the stories we’ve discussed, the poems we’ve recited aloud, and one of the unforgettable stories that I’ve studied is called Araby, written by Irishman James Joyce.

Such a timely story, which perfectly describes my life right now.

To sum it up, it’s about a boy who lived in Dublin, who had all this grandeur visions of Araby, a carnival of some sorts with an exotic setting of the Middle East, and aside from that, he is also smitten with a girl, which, when he just becomes unexplainably shy when she talks to him. Upon various begging his parents to let him go to Araby, he was allowed, but was not prepared for the real Araby that greeted him as he arrived there from a tiring journey. It wasn’t as beautiful as he’d envisioned it to be , with most stalls closed, dark corners, and even flesh trade in action. He leaves Araby disappointed, and in rage.
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There are times when I’d like to give up on some things, that just don’t go the way I want them to be.

Looks like some things, no matter how hard you work hard for, just don’t materialize.

But then, should the blame rest on you?

Well yeah, you try to do everything to deserve the rays of the sun, and yet the rain falls down on you.

In the brink of giving up, you ask yourself, “is there no turning back?”

And you wished time could have flown faster. Specially if it meant healing.

Darnit, I love Marimar. I love Sergio. I love Marian Rivera. I love Dingdong Dantes.

This is one of those episodes again that made me cry.

Sergio tignan mo ko, ayaw mo ba kong maging masaya? Sergio, kung ang kakambal ng pagmamahal mo ang ay ang masaktan ako, sige tatanggapin ko yon. Sergio saktan mo nalang ako mas gugustuhin ko yon kaysa sa di mo ko mahalin dahil mahal kita, Sergio mahal na mahal na mahal kita , mahal kita Sergio mahal na mahal kita d ko kaya, mahal kita sabihin mo sakin.

Okay, I’m officially in tears again. Hahaha. Goodness embarrassing.

Everything just for love.

When pleasant surprises happen in your life, your heart just skips a beat, as your lips finally twitch into a smile, thanking the heavens for the great fortune it has bestowed upon you. Been a good girl perhaps? Life is good. But when it is the opposite, it’s rather different.

It’s like a nightmare that you just can’t escape from, as you tirelessly shake your head with the hopes of waking up, as you realize that there is indeed blood drawn as you try to hurt yourself awake. What have you done to deserve such? You check. Turns out all your life, you’ve put other people’s welfare before yours, and now, even those memories won’t help you justify why you shouldn’t be the one wanting to run away. Far, far away.

It is such a sad picture for someone to get disillusioned with the way things are as he/she has always trusted one part of the world to be constantly right. The world could be a circus full of harsh elements that can do nothing but harm one’s soul, but that one safety place, one last haven, when lost, kills someone slowly day by day.

He/she has nowhere to hide, nowhere to cry, nowhere to rest anymore. No more peace.

The soul once whole, has now a hole that flaws the entire meaning of its existence. The view of the world’s already dented. Irreparable.

This someone needs to sleep. For a long, long time. Maybe when she/he finally wakes up, the nightmare would be all over.
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