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April 14, 2009
Filed Under (Senti Mode) by Summer Girl
It’s the time of the year again when I am most happy. The seas are calling me. I always, always embrace the season that defines who I am with utmost joy, because it is all about endless sunshine and comforting solace. Desolation need not visit me in my dreams. I dream walking in an endless stretch of sand and quiet. The rays of the sun caress my skin with warmth that makes me surrender and sigh. I love my summer. The turquoise waters seek to cool off my worries, while the fine sand gently scrapes off my heartbreaks. I am cleansed. I am new.
April 09, 2009
Filed Under (Senti Mode) by Summer Girl
Just as I was about to drown in the abyss of desolation, You found me. I know, I know, that for the longest time, I have been struggling alone, and depending on no one but myself. But then, in the most unexpected circumstance, you suddenly tell me that I can rest my head on your shoulder. I admit defeat. I need saving. And you just did.
March 23, 2009
Filed Under (Senti Mode) by Summer Girl
March 21, 2009
Filed Under (Senti Mode) by Summer Girl
March 06, 2009
Filed Under (Senti Mode) by Summer Girl
If you don’t want me anymore I only ask one thing from you If I ever meant anything to you , Utter a silent prayer That my heart will go numb and surpass this pain Because I feel being crushed over and over again With every single blink, that you ignore me.
February 01, 2009
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February 01, 2009
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A really good friend of mine once told me, that it was unhealthy to thrive in lovesongs. Yes, I would have to admit, love songs are just beautiful. They put into beautiful melody whenever my heart tries to tell me something and I just can’t comprehend sometimes. How amazing is it, that you can put feelings, sometimes unexplainable, into words? Grasp them, identify them, and just know, that your feelings are indeed real. They’re not just some burning feeling, some sudden pang in your heart, that goes away in time. Or maybe not. You have a best friend, that knows exactly what you think, or how you feel during your happiest moments. But then, what if every single love song, just reminds you of him? What if something wonderful starts to plague you, and torture you?
December 25, 2008
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December 25, 2008
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Is it insanity? When things go at an absolute blur, everything goes uncertain, and you just close your eyes, hoping to enjoy the ride. You may crash, but hey, it’s part of the deal. When you’ve made a decision that you’ll take a chance, you also understand the risk. The risk that the outcome may not be desirable. Is it foolish to risk like this?
December 02, 2008
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It’s been exhausting resisting. It’s been tiring living in fear. Is this my way of saying that I’m prepared to get hurt, and say “bring it on?” No, this is just me, setting myself free. Letting go, to whatever would come my way. My fortress has been too chilly for my taste lately. I seek for warmth. Hopefully, I won’t get burned. But if I do, there will always be sleep. |
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